I've been doing so much for the past few days, I still act goofy but I am more focused on myself at school. Plus I'm now a leader of a table group..sounds childish when your in high school right? But it is what it is. While school life has been hard for me, at home it's been a challenge. Irritating, loud and hard-headed siblings can really get under your skin. Especially if they have a mouth on them, always talking back and what not.
Plus since I'm in this studio recording program at school, I have to make raps and my deadline is Friday. Then after Friday I start creating another rap and the dead line is Friday, it's a cycle. Tough if you don't have ANY IDEAS for a rap. Plus you don't wanna keep making emotional ones, or else people are going to think something's up. You know? I don't want a label that says DEPRESSED on me. I hate labels..I hate standing out a lot. I hate some people. I can't wait til my birthday cause I get to let some of my stress go, plus spring break is coming and that means I get to relax for a few days.