After Meng Xingzhi left, Su Yun collapsed to her knees in the rain, filled with pain, despair, sadness, cynicism... No adjective could fully describe her current anguish. She had given so much, even sacrificing having her own children. Back then, to follow Meng Xingzhi, she went to the harsh countryside as an educated youth. To survive, she had to lower herself to be with a humble farmer.
Later, when she heard that his wife had died, she was so happy she ran to the mountaintop to sing in the middle of the night.
To return to the city and marry him, she abandoned her husband and daughter.
To win his favor, she even gave up having her own child.
She had paid so much, loved him wholeheartedly, until death. Yet, everything was gone, all gone. Ever since Sheng Ning appeared, it felt like the world was against her, everyone hated her, mocked her.
She fell from being the envied Su Tuan to this place, losing her home, her family, her love...
She truly had nothing left.
