Just after saying those words, Xia Yuxun actually regretted a little. Seeing Leng Sichen's expression, she clenched her fists tightly and murmured helplessly, "I can't let go because of my own reasons, it has nothing to do with you. What you owed me, you have already repaid. I said back then, I've forgiven you. I don't hate you..."
What she had always hated, what she couldn't forgive, was the self that insisted on loving him, the self that insisted on loving him and caused her father's death...
So what she's always wanted to get rid of... is also that self who loves him...
Even if everyone advised her, even if everyone said it wasn't her fault, even if her father knew in the afterlife and wouldn't blame her, she still couldn't forgive herself...
She also knew, being so stubborn, so unbearable, so terrible, so cowardly, so afraid to face the past and reality, how many people around her who cared for her had she hurt...
