I am very bad for her. She is so sweet and kind. She is gentle and innocent. What I've done to her. I broke her into pieces.
"It's done bro next time don't do this to your toy!"
"She is not a toy Victor"
"Okay well if she wakes up hopefully she can forget about."
I nod and I think she will never forget it.
My baby, she is really red and bruised on her body I saw some scars and bandages on her body. What did I've done?
I see Rosian wake up and I see her tears fall down she can't even get up so I help her but she try to away from because I think she gets in trauma.
It's my fault. It's really my fault. I almost cry that she try to away herself from me.
"No don't touch me!"
"Baby I'm sorry"
"No no no don't please don't hurt me"
I cry because I did this I make her like this. I didn't mean to if I know how to control my anger I might be good to her eyes.
"Baby I will not hurt you please let me help you"
"I hate you!"
She cries and I meltdown I please her to touch her and begging for forgiveness.
"Baby please"
She is so kind she looks at me and she looks at me crying I look dumb I never cried a girl in my whole life. She is the first who did this to me.
She nod and I slowly help her to get up.
She is still crying and she doesn't even look in my eyes.
"Baby I'm sorry please forgive me"
She doesn't say even a word
"Baby please say something to Daddy"
"You are not my Daddy Master"
I feel bad it's bad that calling me master that I'm not really a good person to her. She is my queen and I'm her king.
"Baby call me Daddy from now on okay? Please please let me take care of you"
She nods at me she is like a puppy.
"Baby please look to your Daddy"
I chin her up slowly her bruises are damn bad.
I almost cry.
"I am sorry"
I hug her slowly and gentle I know she feels the pain right now.
She is laying her head to my shoulder and she is really so sweet.
She asks me.
"Can I sleep?"
"Sure baby"
I kiss her. When I try to lay her back she holds my hand and says the sweetest word.
"May I lay with your chest?"
I feel into melt she is sweet why I'm so bad to her.
I'm a monster and the devil.
She is an angel who changes me.
No one can get her from me. She is mine.
I move her a little on the left side and I lay with her as she moves to my close her head placed on my chest.
I just playing her hair and she falls asleep with me.
I hold her one hand and kiss it. Only I can say.
"I'm sorry."
I am preparing for breakfast. It supposedly she makes on her own but she can't stand or sit and eat good because of me. I really hate it.
I will take care of her. I will do my best to forgive me. I carry the tray and go upstairs and open the door she already awakes try to get up I immediately get her up slowly she is crying because of pain again I can't stand to see her like this.
"Baby are you okay?"
She just stares at me and nods.
"Here is your foods"
"Thank you"
After all, I've done to her she still so nice to me even though she hates me.
"Do you like it?"
"Yes"
She smiles at me but not the smile of happiness. I know she still nervous about me.
"Daddy wants to see you happy"
She sighed and continue to eat.
She is not interested. I really hate I need to calm down.
"Baby? Would you like to take a bath?"
"No it's okay I can handle it I guess"
"No, you can't clean it by yourself"
I blush because if I will take a shower with her I'll see her naked.
"Don't worry Daddy will not hurt you, or else it will infect your wounds"
She doesn't like it but she doesn't have a choice.
"Okay"
I smile she is so sweet.
"After you take a bath we will put ointment of wounds okay? And bandages"
"D-daddy? Why you did this to me after all?"
"What do you mean?"
"I'm just your pet you can't treat me like this you can die me into whip"
I was shocked is she choose to die rather than to live with me?
"Do you want to die?"
She just cut her words and I see her tears fall down.
"Why you do this to me, Gabriel"
"Because you are my pet I'm your daddy"
She just nods I feel like I lie to myself.
She is different from other girls.
She is sweet.
"Did you do the same thing to your babies this before?"
What is she accuse me of this?
"What the hell are you talking about"
I raise my voice and she jumped in nervous I take a slow.
"I'm a sorry baby"
She just wipes her tears
"No it's okay I'm just your pet."
I hate it she just more than my pet.