[arms - Christina Perri🎶]Â
Caress my hair while sleeping. This will not end my pain, but maybe numb it.
*
Even when I walked around the corner of the roads I had been told, I was getting stuck somewhere. All hell broke loose in the places I touched. Doomsday always fell in love with me in my nightmares.
I clung to the apocalypse. I grappled with my shaking anger. I got lost and forgot who I was.
One day the purgatory came to my door. Whereas my mother used to say don't open the door without saying who is it. I didn't say. The purgatory in front of the opening door looked so deceitful that I thought it was an old friend.
One day, when I wanted to die, I heard its voice. It had the most beautiful voice I could hear.
"Why do you make yourself suffer this pain when you can not feel? Do you not see that the suffering you inflict on yourself is shaking you? Maybe you haven't noticed yet, but your soul lacks reality."
