That night Elestia decided to go to an inn for overnight stay. She carefully reminds of what kind of life she's been living for this second time. Many doubts and question filled her mind yet she cannot find the right answer for each of it. That night Elestia fall asleep without she realized it and she had a dream of herself from the past and the current her.
'Is this really the life you always wanted?' The current Elestia asked her as if she's watching a play on stage.
'Weren't you going to revenge me?' The past her keep pressuring her.
'Did you find your happiness?' The current her asked a gentle yet piercing question. It becomes a pool of doubts and anxiety in her dream.
'why did you forgot me?!' The past her was crying in hopelessness.
'You didn't change anything, right?' The current her was staring at her with a disgusted eyes. It makes her wanna shout in anger but the past her makes her feel useless and stupid.
'You abandoned me,right?' Her eyes was questioning her. That question really struck her bad.
'Yes. Why did you ran away?' Question keep coming at Elestia from herself.
'You failed to find them! but above everything that happened....You get hurt! You cried! You ran away! That Lucia and Carmila still manage to frame you even when you ignored them! You also failed to get recognized as the First Saintess! YOU'RE GOING THE PATH AS IN THE PAST!' Elestia was forced to wake up from her dream. She was sweating and trembling so hard.
"Haha...I did not accomplished anything....my father still don't recognize me....not even a soul know me a the saintess...." Elestia hug herself at the corner of the bed.
"I will face them" Elestia made a promise to herself and waljed back to her home that she shared with Kiel. As she thought, they were there.
"Elestia....." Kiel approached her and hold her hand tightly.
'Charmed by a mere sweet talk? Why did I fall for this guy?' Elestia thought to herself.
" I am sorry..." Kiel said with an apologetic face.
"It's okay" Elestia didn't push him away like how they wanted instead Elestia hugged him and walked away in silence.
That day Elestia lock herself inside her room as she tried to write down every single thing that she can remember from the past. Everything that happen to her as well as the significant events that trapped her. She keep writing until the night comes. Once again, She dreamed of her ownself and more questions was asked towards her.
'Did you made the rightchoice?'
'Will you take revenge for me?'
'What will you do after revenge?'
'Who are you in the past?'
'How did Duke Ronin find you?'
'Who are you?'
'Who is your name?'
'Why can't you remember your past?'
'Are you really 'ELESTIA?'
The question was too random but it hurting her. The more she tried to remember, the more she forget everything.
"What actually happened in my past? was I a slave before?" Elestia question herself in the morning right after she woke up.
"Elestia? may I talk to you?" Kiel asked behind the door as Elestia get dressed properly and open the door for Kiel to come inside.