It's a fascinating feeling to be unable to deceive yourself.
Looking back now, Le Yu realized the real reason he didn't get on the train and stayed behind in Star Engraving County.
He couldn't deceive himself with lies like 'Even without me, White Night can succeed in his plan' nor could he brush it off with 'I don't care about their lives or deaths.'
If Le Yu were an ordinary person, he could let fear and cowardice make him run away, but the Ice Blood Physique forced him to face his purest desires.
He cared about the lives of the sharp-tongued Medical Officer Yinyin, big sister An Qian, and the tool man Chen Fu, which was why he stayed in Star Engraving County.
Previously, Le Yu could deceive himself with many excuses, such as embarking on a secret journey in the future, claiming he didn't know what liking someone felt like, or pretending he was just attracted to her body... However, after activating the 'Ice Blood Physique,' he fully understood his truest inner thoughts.
