Over these years with Yue Zhi, there were no women close to him, no rumors ever spread.
She always thought Yue Zhi was self-restraint, just like her, adhering to their prenuptial agreement, faithful to their marriage.
Until this morning, when Yue Zhi laid it all out for her, she realized Yue Zhi had another family outside.
When Yue Zhi confessed all this to her, what she thought was, indeed... she does not love Yue Zhi.
Otherwise, how could she have not known for so many years that Yue Zhi had a beloved woman and two illegitimate children?
She had always heard people say that if a husband had an affair, the wife would surely sense it.
But all these years, she sensed nothing.
If it wasn't for Yue Zhi telling her personally, she feared she would never know until her death.
She couldn't quite describe her feeling.
Nor could she say she was in much pain.
After all, she did not love Yue Zhi.
Her predominant emotion, perhaps, was anger.
