Every step she took was slow and heavy.
She didn't know how to bring it up with Gu Junzhu.
Even more, she didn't know how Gu Junzhu would react once he found out that Xiao Shu was the son she had with another man.
Would he still be as close to her as before?
Would he still treat Xiao Shu as if he were his own like before?
She couldn't imagine Gu Junzhu's expression and reaction after knowing about this.
She only felt instinctive fear.
She didn't want Gu Junzhu to know about this.
Yet she must let Gu Junzhu know.
Most of the world's pain probably comes from this.
Knowing it's hard, yet having to do it.
She went to the study first.
Gu Junzhu wasn't there.
In the living room, Xiao Shumiao and Lingyue were playing with toys.
Seeing her coming downstairs, Xiao Shumiao dropped the toys and ran towards her.
When he reached her, the little guy hugged her waist and looked up at her, asking with concern, "Mom, are you okay?"
