(Not Strong Enough - Apocalyptica, Brent Smith)
I didn't know I saved myself the day I started loving you.
*
The fight had begun.
When Pars' opponent tried to land a quick punch in his face, Pars easily blocked the punch and changed his place sideways in the ring. The opponent's attack looked very easy. That's why Pars was easy to defend, but I didn't think the opponent would suffice.
For a very short time, when the Soldier turned his eyes and grinned at me, a great pain went through my heart because I was afraid. I was afraid that Pars would lose in any way and give me to him. I was afraid that I would kill someone against my will to avoid suffering because there was no power here that could harm me. I was the great power, and they underestimated me.
For several minutes the fight had been sloppy and weak. Pars didn't seem to attack, although I would wait for him to attack first. All the Soldier did was attack, but those attacks didn't seem to mean anything.
