I wanted everything you told me to be true, but the only truth I got was that they were all lies.
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I couldn't stand the voices calling me from my sleep any longer because they were shouting in my mind. When I opened my eyes, I was lying on Pars in the same position. When I looked up and looked at Pars' face, I was relieved to see that he was still in a deep sleep, and I got up from his body. When I looked at my naked body in front of his closet mirror, the main thing that caught my attention was my tired eyes, I smiled.
I chose a few clothes that were too big for me from his closet, almost without making a sound, then I dressed and left the room in the same silence. The voices calling me in my head could not be silenced.
I went down the stairs and put on my shoes, calmly walked out the outer door and into the forest in the cold and snowy air. I knew what I was doing was bullshit, but I would rather get in trouble than go on with this life of knowing nothing.
