" My lady An ling really got scared when you won't wake up, I've been trying to wake you up since earlier and you won't budge not like the usual. I thought..... I thought you....", she said while tears still pouring out of her eyes.
I smiled at her knowing she was right , her lady died but I'm not sorry instead I'm thankful for her lady to let me have this chance of living freely with her family. I know I am greedy and selfish right now , however, I believe that this happens to us for a reason,so I won't fail her from now on, I'll be Zhiying Ginglan, though I will be far different from her personality, I can feel her body takes my strong ability, no trace of her weak health at all. It's like our body and soul is insync, no sign of discomfort or any clashing inside.
I will take my time to learn from the bottom even if I'm living in a small town I can't live without doing martial arts , archery and playing instruments which she already has from the beginning she's good at playing the guzheng and a guqin.
All I need to do now is to ask my brother to teach me martial arts in order to defend myself .
I'm only fourteen now and in my past life I'm already twenty, it will be suspicious if one day I accidentally use my skill in front of them.
" It's fine now , An Ling, I don't know what happen but I can feel my body becomes fine I think my health is not bad now" I happily told her .
" A...are you sure my lady?" she ask hopeful of my positive response.
I nod at her and give her a genuine smile just like how her lady does all the time despite of her situation before.
For some reason me and her lady seems to have the same character maybe , maybe it's really fate that bring us together for me to continue to live for her.
" That's good my lady ,An Ling is very happy for you" she said and cried again I laugh at her while patting her head to comfort her.
" My lady can finally do what she wants from now on , you no longer need to restrain yourself" she said happily while wiping her tears .
That's right Ginglan always want to do more even for a girl just like her brother who is excellent in everything for such a young age, his now eighteen .
It really is fate maybe this is another reason why I am here to have her body, I'll fulfill her wish as I fulfill my own in this life.
A knock on the door gets our attention.
" My lady , Madam and Master wants you to come with them to welcome Young masters arrival from their hunt " Mama Zhang the head of all our maidservant said.
" Thank you Mama Zhang , tell mother and father Ginglan will come " I said .
I'm glad to have the names of the important characters in the life of Ginglan from her memory or else it will be hard for me to adjust with my new identify.
" An Ling help me to change ", I said, and she help me prepare everything and it didn't take us long before we go out where my new father and mother is waiting for my older brother.
Though I'm still young because of the mature mind of Ginglan due to her situation she starts to act more proper in such a young age, for her family to not worry so it's not hard for me, I just really need to act just like my old self just like what I already said me and her almost have the same character.