"Thank you for trying to find me a group of women to be friends with Eli but I would prefer to let it happen naturally. I feel terrible knowing I can eavesdrop on their conversations but they can't do the same. What if we become friends and I accidentally hear them talking about me?" Josephine played with her fingernails as a sign of nervousness.
She was on the side of being a vampire was a curse. Josephine never fit in with much of the vampire society although she was claimed to be loved by many. After a handful of years, you start to notice how much they never truly loved you. She tried to befriend humans but the thought of watching them grow old while you remained the same was painful.
Not to mention, as a vampire she could never truly be herself around humans because it would feel like a part of her was missing. There wasn't really a place in the world to fit in the way she wanted to. She envied Helen as she talked with her friends, laughing and catching up on their life.
