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Chapter 40 - Cons of Being Sane (alt; The Wonderland)

My hands shake,

my skin itches,

Bellow there it hardens and heats.

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bunch of emotion,

tangled together.

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By the way, I'm not high.

I can't even afford those illegal ones.

Even if I can, 

I value my self identity and intellect to have it ruined.

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Thus I am sane.

Completely sane.

I can tell my left from right,

Know what is one plus one.

Or probably I am not,

But simply one who is rational.

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Don't tell me they don't exist!

To you maybe, but to me they're real!

I freaking am staring at them as they do to me!

I hear their whispers though incoherently.

Their touch, though I don't know if cold or warm.

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A horse is a horse for it wont fly.

Thus if it has wings then such is no more a horse.

If such is the case,

What would I call my ceiling that is now smiling?

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Talking in tangents,

I should've been talking about the feelings went haywire,

Yet I went up and talked about my now drooling ceiling.

I must be indeed insane,

Yet I was able to determine thus still I am not.

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Then my alarm rings, Thus I woke up.

I opened my eyes then, I stood up.

Wait, I don't have an alarm.

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