Do you know how many times
I slept in deep fears,
I slept in the pool of tears
For the losses I have packed,
Like I have the worst luck in life.
When she lost the spirit of gratitude
And I saw my works fade away;
Then insecurity kicked in.
Do you know how much was said
About incompetence?
Where hardwork and steadfastness exist.
Do you know that;
If you know how much I know,
You would have left the room.
But loyalty caught me;
Honesty and integrity failed me.