This behavior is addictive. She tried it when she was fourteen or fifteen. But she couldn't afford anti-inflammatory medicine, so she stopped later.
But now, the long-lost silence returns again, and she is silent amidst the gradually increasing pain.
Only at such times does she feel like she's breathing normally, not with a layer of gray over her eyes, or a mask choking her breath.
Like the embrace of returning to the mother, the surroundings are full of the texture of water, and a haze envelops her ears.
...
[Didn't you notice? Sometimes during her livestream, she suddenly acts abnormal, as if having an episode, although she quickly resumes smiling.]
[Now that I think about it, it's scary. She won't really be sick, right...]
[Young people can't handle pressure well, tsk tsk.]
[Another name added to the God Sealing List.]
[Hehe.]
...
"Happy birthday to you..."
"Happy birthday to you..."