Noah's eyes glistened as he recalled the discussion before. A clarity that made looking into his eyes somewhat dazzling.
For the first time, the urges he had been suppressing no longer felt foreign.
After understanding where those impulses came from, Noah found himself unwilling to ignore them any longer. If Ailetta's theory held weight, and if Bolas's experience was proof… then resisting one's calling was truly holding him back.
If going against your calling limited you, then there was only one way left to find the truth.
He wanted to see what would happen if he didn't resist at all. If he listened to that quiet pull, he had always dismissed. The instinct he constantly justified to ignore.
And if the theory turned out to be true, then he feels that he would grasp the essence of what would help a monster evolve.
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His gaze settled on Pandora. Taking into account what he had told himself, he also didn't want his decision to affect her own feelings.
