Indeed, it was different.
Every time I awoke in the past, it was before Xiao Qi went off as a peace envoy.
However, this time, so much time had passed.
Was it because I was unconscious in the darkness?
I do not know.
I do not know what happened after I died.
The past kept me reflecting if I had been too radical.
Should I still appear before her?
Perhaps giving her stability and peace is the only thing I can do for her now.
But I didn't know that everything had already gone beyond my saying it would.
I became a puppet, an ignorant puppet.
When I was determined to be with her, not caring about dying again and again, I had long become the perfect prey for a demon.
I didn't have the right to choose whether to continue or not.
I could only, if possible, reappear in her life in another way.
When I entered Bianliao, I found it was no longer the barren land it was in previous lives.
Is this the difference that Fairy spoke of?
