Yes.
She whispered, "…The dream should wake up."
Actually, she hasn't had any dreams, but everyone around her thinks she's had dreams... including this Miss Gu in front of her, who thinks she understands her, but doesn't know that she has never thought about anything out of the ordinary.
Liu Qingluo has also been idealized by others, so she knows very well... idealization is the emotion farthest from understanding.
Whether it's brewing wine for him or praying for him, these are clearly her own ways of pleasing herself, just like how girls put on makeup, mostly to please themselves, but there's always someone confused enough to think they're trying to entice others.
It's the same now, everyone thinks she's holding onto some dream… but what she wants to do is just like that jar of Daughter Red Wine sent out.
Just a taste is enough.
