The memory he assumed to be his first was strange, it popped up in his dreams when he was back on Earth, and it was one of the few dreams he had a hard time remembering.
Because it was so strange. It wasn't the usual type of his dreams where he was witnessing Aranus battling a Supreme, or even a vision of James. It wasn't the first of his strange dreams either, and neither was it the last, but it was definitely the most... impactful, so to say.
Furthermore, it came during a period where Alan was troubled with his nightmares, unable to get any proper sleep and mentally stressed. It was like a breath of fresh air, a moment of respite for his mental peace.
In that dream, he was nothing but a small blue ball, a small blue ball barely flickering in and out of existence, in an unknown space, in an unknown state. For a brief moment, despite his difficulty in breathing, despite his lack of awareness of the surroundings, his subtle vision...
