Ever since Jun Yu escaped from the military stables, he has been devastated due to the burn scars on his face. He constantly feels that he has no future, and that living has no meaning.
He wants to die.
But he doesn't have the courage to die.
Dying is an extremely irresponsible thing to do.
He might find relief, but what about those who are still alive?
What about his loving mother? And his beloved sister?
From the moment he left, they have been eagerly waiting for him to come home, so the family can be reunited.
But he's turned into this ghostly figure, and anyone on the street who sees him would ridicule him, mock him, look down on him, implying he is worthless.
He doesn't have the courage to go back, nor does he deliberately hide the ugly, fierce burns on half of his face. He lets himself go, unkempt, indifferent to the world, wandering like a ghost among people.
Every day he relies on alcohol to numb himself.
Living in a drunken stupor.
