Here I am sitting to receive my heritage certificate when my Dutch love in pure white skin and black hair is sitting feet apart in white Christian baptism underwear looking in my eyes smiling. "It is wrong."
I am Adris Alex. I am Swed and Lithuanian nativity culture with a dirt passport from Lithuania learning to live with my Dutch love looking at her white colour and understanding we are gasping her father in our new apartment.
I am sitting on his lungs and she is sitting on whote pillow. "I make you pregnant after this."
"Yeah right." Anna Ammelie lyed.
I press my soft fingertips on her knees. "You press it harder."
"Ok." My Dutch girlfriend Anna Ammelie said. I felt my piece harder moments before I made her pregnant.
It was our Dutch love and common understanding living together and learning to have a loving relationship from two different cultures like we would be to each other a live chicken resisting pulling feathers off.