Why?
That's a good question.
Why else?
It's just one word: resentment.
Is it possible not to resent?
The past is vivid in her mind, and what she endured was far more severe than what Xiao Shiqing is experiencing now.
Now, he still has her forgiveness.
But back then, she bore so much suffering alone, with no one knowing except herself.
She swallowed all the bitterness, indescribable even over three days and nights.
She resented him, but also resented herself for being blind and misjudging his character.
All promises were mere words, and not one was fulfilled.
Recognizing her responsibility, after her rebirth, she only wanted to live well and not get entangled with him anymore. But he refused to let go, dragging her back to the old pit, unable to shake him off.
She had no good days, so neither should he. She didn't even do much to him, just let him go through some hardships she once went through, hardships caused by Mrs. Xiao, yet he asks her why.
