maybe i was wrong.
he's not actually that interested in me.
well i was just assuming i guess.
should i
oh no.
it's best to stay out of trouble.
i'm not that kind of person anymore.
if i do such a bad thing
will the universe turn me down?
i'd lose my lover
i'd lose my everything.
i love him.
still?
do i still love him?
i need to think this through.
i'm overthinking again,my head hurts.