" Okay, you might hate me after this but when we first met, i only got close to you because of your dreams and to get information about the twins, you see the marquis was a friend of mine , i owned him ,and wanted to take care of his children but i really wanted your daughters to like me like a father, the time we spent at the hotel made me realize i loved you, the two months we spent together was everything i could ever ask for , that night when the war news came and you cried, it broke me to see you like that i wanted to burn the whole royal palace of lilac i went to the war, i got back to my real appearance, which is the Rio you kissed, i created kin's face for undercover work ,it was so easy to kill those weak fuckers , i almost ended the war in a month, but steve came to me, he hypnotize me, and brought me back home to do the paperwork i was ignoring, i was stuck there for almost than a year, when i got out of it i almost killed him, but i wanted to see you more than anything, so I went back to our house, steve was curious about the reason ,why i didn't kill him, that he came too, i didn't find you but that woman ann told me about how the kids left and about your injuries , i felt guilty, i thought you will go to your sister but i assumed you'd hated to see my guts, i mets you on the train , i noticed how you were so sad about the kids and all, and i felt more like dog shit , i wanted to cheer you up , i hated seeing my sugar cube sad , we kissed , and went to an hotel , but i promise i didn't do anything to you ,no matter how much i wanted to , you were hurt because of me, you took your clothes off by yourself though , i enjoyed the show not gonna lie, you're dancing and calling my name, kin," i hit him as hard as i could as he continues," i've had Insomnia for years but that night i slept like a newborn baby next to you , the next day i woke up late , i didn't find you, steve told me you left , i couldn't handle it but at least i knew you didn't hate me, in the shut down i searched for the kids everywhere, i found some information but they're definitely not in the northern empire , the shut down ended in 3 years but political stuff was in the way, however as soon as steve saw the interview he ended it and came here, i though you liked kin's face more than Rio's face so i came here as kin hoping you wouldn't hit me as soon as you see me." He was avoiding eyes with me during his speech, he looked so precious, he removed the magic to show his blonde hair and those shiny amber eyes , he looked like a lost puppy, i can't believe i was scared of him , no matter what the false rumors says , he is still my sweet love ,i held his face and kissed him everywhere ending in his lips ," you know, i forget how hot and cute you were, and just for your information, i don't like kin or Rio , i love ...no i adore you ," i said , he picked me up and took me inside the palace, after our conversation, i realize i wasn't the only one in pain in the past years, he was hurt too, maybe my kids too but if my babies aren't in the northern empire where the heck are they ? I wondered as i hugged him tightly," you didn't tell me who was the handsome guy you were talking about," he said, i thought for a second he might kill someone," no one ," i said , i'm sure that maniac came, guess my sister will be shocked and terrified while meeting him , she might faint ....
she deserves it, she ate my chocolate shortcake .