Especially that woman who gave birth to me, if she didn't like me, why did she have me with you? In her heart, what am I? I am nothing. To catch a few more glimpses from you, to secure a footing in that family, she did everything to please your children, always thinking about them, completely forgetting that she had a son.
When I was bullied by my siblings and your most beloved daughter, where were you? Where was that woman? You just stood by, thinking it was just children messing around, thinking it wasn't a big deal, but what about me?
I was very sad. I felt out of place in that family. I felt like I was superfluous. More than once, I thought, why should I live?
If I were dead, wouldn't I be spared from the insults of my elder brother and sister? Wouldn't I be ignored by my father and mother anymore? Would they shed a tear for me if they saw me dead?"
