Because my Mum is 190+ cm while I am 160+ cm she always told me not to do something that made me tall fast, but I can't deny I did many times at night.
Savoring the view of her bare nape, my right hand caressed her cheek to know if she was faking her sleep, fortunately, she was asleep. I got up again once turned off the solar light.
The moonlight swallowed the darkness in Sawako's room, making brighter Sawako's porcelain skin, all I can see is her snow pearl body in her bed.
It attracts me more, I want to do what I kept fantasizing about her every night and feel her inside. I walked like I'm a thief and approached her once and sat on her thighs.
Her bare thigh is enough for me tonight, but I can go too far, this time, without hesitation. I raised her two legs, and sat on her bed, her two thighs resting on my thigh. It's not heavy, I can't feel heavy at this time, all I want is to taste her. My pounding heart of mine couldn't feel fear. Instead, a love once Sawako woke up while we are in this position.
My heart wants to burst right now also my dick too. I still can't believe I'm doing this, after so many years of holding back. Finally, I gain courage thanks to Grandma for preparing a promise like that. If I make a move right now, Sawako might accept me too so that we can live together.
Placing my palms on Sawako's and play her navel. No response, she just takes a deep breath, and I place my hands on her side belly, and tried to push her down towards my dick, but she moved her legs which made me halt to move.
However, Sawako slightly spread her legs, and she placed her right hand on her pussy while her left hand was on her breast. Sawako pulled down her panty aside, enough to enter her finger in her pussy. And she rubbed it slowly as if she were massaging it. Seeing her playing with herself while my dick pointed at her, I couldn't stop but lift first her two legs and move forward for my dick to kiss her pussy.
A little bit I can feel her. Unfortunately, her legs began moving. Seems my grip on her legs made her woke so I carefully lowered her legs to not wake her up, when I'm free at her thigh I quickly lay next to her facing her.
Just in time she woke up and got up to use the bathroom, she didn't surprise that I'm naked next to her. Sawako just covered me with a blanket and went to the bathroom. Because the bathroom is downstairs it took her a long time to get back, a minute passed, and she came back.
She didn't hesitate to lie again. Carefully lying and face at me, she didn't turn on the lamp, so the only light that serves us is the light of the moon.
As I wait for her to do something but all I can feel is her warm breath on my face. I don't want to miss it, it was only a second passed before I opened my eyes again, and her sleeping face appeared. If I moved a little closer I can kiss her. There is no one can resist this kind of lips covered in the moonlight
After admiring how lucky I am in this situation, I can't but close my lips close to her lips, but the direction of her face turns to the ceiling. That's why I took her left hand and put it on my beating dick.
I was shocked when she grip it by herself. Even though she doesn't have much experience, her hand made me cum in no time a young lonely girl made me burst in just a second. Stroke slowly going down and up, her warm hand stroking incredibly my dick. Thinking this made me cum more.
My body stiffened for a moment and my semen spilled on her belly, she was not stopping as I'm cumming. This feeling was strange, I can do this anytime, and my fuel will not decrease if she was the one who strokes.
She was still going so I held her hand. While moving, This is better than my hand, her firmness is not tight not loosened too, this is perfect, my dick wants more, and it begs me to stroke hard.
Despite that, I want her to feel good too. As I lifted her bra, her bra snapped and the dream I want to touch came together, so I just rubbed her nipple but she slapped my hand.
First I stopped and then let go of her breast. I have two choices, got up or stay in my position, I don't want to give her my first kiss and my virginity when she was sleeping, I want her awake when we had sex. If we awake I can hear how her voice moaning once I'm inside of her. I plan to stick here in my position, caressing her belly with my cum going down. Sawako was not completely awake.
This is it, I can feel her pubes, she shaves it, I go deep and I reach her cave, if I pressed this like a switch, I can hear her grown-up moan, fantasizing about this, it made me want to conquer her cave right now.
However, she slapped my hand again and I quickly pull my hand into her pussy, it was a waste I didn't feel her pussy. But it's fine, I noticed her hand rubbing her eyes, so I pretended to be asleep..
She yawns first once faced me, she slapped my face weakly. Calling my name, also I felt her gaze, she was staring at my face, and even though my eyes are closed, I can see her gaze in my mind. that's why I force myself to fall asleep. I told myself just a minute I will wake up again to continue, but the sleepiness came and asked me to eat it,
I ate my sleepiness. I hope her eyes are closed, yawn once... zzzzzz, and quickly falls asleep. While I'm dreaming, my mind works fine, anytime I can wake up or do something but my dream is out of this world, I just choose to continue my dream.
When I'm in the good part of my dream, I realized I forgot something. Yes, I will continue to give massage Sawako's pussy.
I don't know if this is a dream or not, but I can think properly while sleeping and the event earlier is clear as water. I just move my hands to feel her body if she's still sleeping or if all of this is a lie. Unfortunately, she's gone.
Why did I choose this dream while in reality is much better? I slowly opened my eyes but the sunlight dazzled me, my hand went to my eyes to cover my eyes...
After resting my vision goes into her clock, it's already 8:30 am, and my chance to feel her more last night becomes a stone. Whining will be meaningless, I just cover myself with a blanket, filled with disappointment.
Last night when I decide just to take a nap, I dreamt Sawako on my top, holding my dick to kiss in her pussy. And I decide to continue the dream I had instead of my precious real experience with her last night.
As I lay, my mind keeps blaming myself, why I choose dreams over reality, how idiot I am. Minutes passed Sawako open the door and stand, she knocked on her door three times while leaning.
"Son... if you won't wake up, I will not let you sleep next to me again," she said while knocking continued.
She really knows me well. I throw the blanket and raised my two feet across my face while my palms rested on the bed and give forced my back and my feet to stand. However, my strength leaves me. My cool morning went into an embarrassing moment. I want to show how cool I am in front of Sawako but I failed, my face hit the floor while my body was still in the bed. Even if it hurt, I heard a faint laugh of her.
"Honey, your foods are ready, I will wait for you downstairs," she said while suppressing her laughter and left. The way she react, she seemed didn't remember anything last night, she probably dreaming when she stroked my dick.
I looked in her direction to see her morning face, however, she left immediately, and my body slowly fell to the floor, I would have got up but I saw something under her bed, This is not new to me, I can see this many times.
"Why did she just hide this here." My hands would get it.
On the stairways, I heard the steps as she ran, and I quickly stood up and went outside, but before I passed the door, she was already in front of me, exhausted as if her life depended on her run. Sawako stared at me, her eyes glancing under her bed.
I just gave her a good morning smile like I always do, and she also replied with a pat on my head. She laughed when my stomach growled.
"I told you many times don't oversleep, this is bad for your health." She held my hand to eat downstairs, before we left she closed the door and walk away.
While eating I noticed her gaze on me, she doesn't want to move her food. Until I split into two my bread and add some cheese.
A faint smile formed on her lip when I handed her the bread. But she didn't take it. With a small bite of bread, her gaze couldn't take off my eyes. She was still worried about yesterday.
"Don't worry Mom, I'm not leaving you, I will always stay on your side" I eat the bread and she makes small bites.
She patted my head and we continued eating. After we ate, I went outside for my daily routine.
This is better when at 5 am, I run in my playground, for about 1 hour, and do something bad. As I ran I noticed a wild pig, my luck never runs out, this meat is enough for one week, and even if we have stocks of food, this will help my mom gain more weight. She always said her stomach is thinner than before, but all I can see is her perfect body. And I'm sure she's become sexier after seeing her naked in the bed last night.
Before I throw my knife it runs fast, there is one meaning to this, there is something happening tonight, so I go back immediately.
I'm already in front of our door, my face covered with sweat, even my clothes, wet as I swim in the pool.
Undressing my upper clothing is one of my hobbies after I run, I open the door and I went straight into the bathroom before I open it I heard the water dripping, I grabbed the doorknob and twisted it, it is not locked.
For my manners, I knocked three times.
"Sorry. Honey, wait for a second, I will be done soon, I just need to get dressed and comb my hair then I'm done"
The way she talks I think she's doing something.
"Mom, can I have a request? just today, I want to take a bath with you again, I want you to scrub my back"
"O-okay. Wait, give me 5, no 1 minute, okay," She said as she was in a rush.
As I wait I take off my shorts, completely naked, 1 minute passes I open the door. The bathroom is somewhat big, and the bathtub is enough for one person, but this is my chance. After opening the door, I enter and place my hand on my dick to cover it.
There she is standing and wearing her white towel, I just sat on the small chair.
"Why did you not cover your... How many times do I need to repeat, cover your... While we are together here," She kept looking into my dick.
Just my smile, she knows what I mean and she sigh, she took the white small towel to rub my back.
This feeling brings my childhood memory. I felt my sleepiness will be visited anytime.
"Honey... did you have a good dream."
I just nodded at her. When she was done, she would leave but I held her hand.
"There is something I want to tell you, please let's soak for a while" I pulled her hand towards the bathtub.
"W-Wait, we can't fit in this bathtub, just me is enough"
I told her to get in, and when she sat in the bathtub, I sat on her lap, she was surprised but she didn't do anything.
I felt her thigh, just like last night but these feelings today are different, I can hear her heartbeat, I leaned to her front, her big soft breast that I miss last night is on my back right now.
"O-Okay, what do you want to tell me again?" She placed her arms on my belly, and in an inch, she can feel my dick raging in anger.
"Mom, there is someone I love, yes, she is very important to me, I promised to her that I will not leave her, and I plan to make her mine, but this love is forbidden, god will not allow this, but I love her more than in this world"
The water in the bath spilled when I turned around her, her face is blushing, and she bit her lips. Sawako's gaze in my eyes is telling me to not do something. But.
I know she's suppressing her lust, in her 14 years of lone nights, but now in front of her, the cure from her inside is here, if she let her lust flow I win.
Anyone can tell she is blushing, her white face turned bright red.
Sawako just gave me a stare, she already know who it was I'm talking to.
I will not be holding back today, our 14 years together and we know our own weaknesses, our hobby, and our advantage. The time we spent slowly going in the wrong direction, yes this is wrong but...
This forbidden love that god will not allow, but...
I sigh and bent slightly once bringing my face closer to her, and in just inches our lips will become one, she let me do what I want.
"Every morning, even night she is in my mind, I told her not to bother my mind but, she kept popping up in my mind, because of that, I do that to her body, while she is sleeping, and now she is in my mind and my eyes."
Her eyes widened and looked to her left.
"W-We can't do that I'm your mo---"
She stopped when I touch gently her chin and face at me.
"I'm your mo----"
No more time, I kissed her, her soft lips are mine right now, she tried to push me but it had no strength, I can feel her thigh too, she lift it a little, she want to leave but her heart did not allow it, in her missing life is a taste of man and there is one in front of her.