Julia felt ashamed and defeated once again as she gave into her cravings and proved to Adam once again how much she desires him, and, like always, Adam has the upper hand.
He didn't have to say anything, do anything to her; he just watched her put herself through the humiliating process of seeking pleasure while watching him fuck another girl.
The way he looked at her, grinning smugly, knowing how he could influence her by doing almost nothing, gave him a certain kind of power over Julia that she couldn't overcome, no matter how hard she tried.
Seeing Adam go back to giving all his attention to Xu Lin made her feelings even more chaotic because it made her feel like she didn't amount to anything in Adam's eyes but a means of amusement.
Biting her lip in frustration, she got back up on her feet and walked away. She no longer wanted to feel like a loser.
