The door slowly opened in front of her, and bit by bit, more and more of the appearance inside the bedroom appeared in front of his eyes through the gradually opening door.
When it was fully opened, Gu Nian stood at the door, stunned.
Everything in the bedroom has remained unchanged from three years ago.
The bed was still covered with the bed pieces that she and Chu Zhaoyang bought together in the mall.
At the beginning, she deliberately chose childish cartoon patterns as a prank, which was very inconsistent with Chu Zhaoyang's temperament.
She still remembered that when she picked this set, the corners of Chu Zhaoyang's mouth twitched.
But even though she felt childish, she still indulged her and bought it.
Unexpectedly, three years later, even though it has faded, he was still using it.
Thinking about him being such a cold person, covered alone with a cartoon pattern quilt.
That picture was a bit hard to look at.
Gu Nian walked in and found the wardrobe at hand.
Having no other ideas, she just pulled it away and took a look.
As a result, she was stunned.
There were not only Chu Zhaoyang's clothes hanging inside, but also hers.
They were all the clothes she left in a hurry and didn't take them with her.
Even, it's the clothes of this season.
Gu Nian remembered that it was not the season when she left.
Their clothes were placed side by side, as if she had never left.
Gu Nian closed the closet door and sat casually by the bed.
There was an electronic photo frame on the bedside table, which was cycling through the few photos of her and Chu Zhaoyang.
There was a desk calendar next to it.
Gu Nian was a little surprised. Chu Zhaoyang never used a desk calendar. He always used computers and phones to record things.
She picked up the desk calendar. This month was clean and there was no mark on it.
Gu Nian scrolled forward and saw that one day was circled with a pen.
Written below were short and beautiful words: Gu Nian is back.
Only then did Gu Nian notice the date and calculated it. Sure enough, it was the day she came back.
Her hands were shaking a little, and she pinched the edge of the calendar tightly with her fingers. She exerted a little force, and her fingertips turned white, almost approaching the white color of the calendar paper.
Her fingertips trembled as she continued to turn forward.
Discovered that every day before she came back, he circled the date with a pen.
He was counting the days, waiting for her to come back.
Day by day, she didn't know what kind of mood he was in. He was counting the days on the calendar, and he didn't miss a day.
This desk calendar was only for this year, and most of the previous years were no longer available.
This year's book alone, the front was already densely marked.
This idiot, why did he hadto make life so difficult!
Gu Nian's eyes hurt a little, and her heart felt even more uncomfortable.
She put down the calendar, opened the drawer of the bedside table, and found a black leather notebook inside.
Gu Nian blinked. This was something that had never happened before when she was here.
She couldn't help but be curious and took out her notebook.
She didn't know what Chu Zhaoyang recorded in it, and she's not sure whether she should read it.
However, Chu Zhaoyang never hid anything from her. No matter how important things were, he would put them directly in front of her eyes and let her see them without any scruples.
Gu Nian couldn't help her curiosity and opened the notebook.
The title page was blank, with nothing on it.
She then turned back and finally saw Chu Zhaoyang's notes on the sixth page.
It turned out to be a diary.
Chu Zhaoyang's handwriting was right in front of her. It was strong and powerful, penetrating through the back of the paper. Just like him, he exudes calmness but hides sharpness.
May 16th.
Gu Nian did not come back.
At night, I heard a noise outside the door. I threw down my notebook and rushed to the door.
Opening the door, but couldn't see her.
She still hasn't come back.
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May 17th.
Gu Nian didn't come back, and I didn't find her.
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Gu Nian turned down page after page.
June 20.
Gu Nian did not come back. We have searched all over the country and still have no clues about Gu Nian. Starting next month, I will start looking abroad.
…
July 21st.
Gu Nian did not come back.
Gu Nian, where are you now?
If you are sad and don't want to be with me, at least let me know that you are okay, okay?
It was my fault and I failed to protect you. If you blame me, come back and blame me. Hit me and scold me to vent your anger, okay?
…
August 11th.
Gu Nian hasn't come back, it's my fault, I haven't found her yet.
If I can find Gu Nian, I am willing to exchange everything for her. Anything is fine, as long as I find her.
I'm afraid that she will be bullied when she is alone outside.
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September 30th.
Gu Nian still hasn't come back.
I passed by a tableware store, and the tableware in it was the style that Gu Nian liked, so I bought a lot of them, hoping that Gu Nian would like them.
She will probably like it when she sees it when she comes back.
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November 2nd.
Gu Nian is still not here today, and I can't even pretend that she is here.
The fragrance of her hair has long since disappeared from the pillow, and her fragrance has also disappeared from the quilt.
She usually likes to take a nap on a pillow made of Curry. Her scent is the strongest on the pillow, but that is gone now.
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November 3rd.
Ever since Gu Nian moved here, Curry had never jumped on the bed again.