The cold water extinguished the restless feeling within Ben Lucas's body, a feeling he shouldn't have.
He leaned his hand against the wall, bowed his head, letting the icy water erode his body in this cold winter.
If the water was not cold enough, not chilly enough, he feared he would be controlled by that damn impulse inside.
Something he never thought about before was broken through because of the Boys' Love novel he had just seen for the first time.
It was like opening the door to a new world, seeing another realm.
No, that's not right...
Ben Lucas couldn't possibly like men; although he had never liked any woman, it didn't mean he liked men.
Ben Lucas knew he wasn't gay; he had never had feelings for any man or felt differently.
Not even Harrison Lucas was an exception.
In the bathroom, letting the cold water wash over him, Ben Lucas finally repressed the heat throughout his body.
