"Moreover, I have a bit of selfishness. In this life, the person I feel most sorry for is you, Zhuzhu. I initially thought about saving up a dowry for you, so you could marry with grandeur, becoming the girl with the most splendid dowry in Qilidun. But who would have thought that with everything happening in the family, you ended up holding everything together?"
"Your engagement with Chongjin and your subsequent marriage, all happened in a rush due to various matters, and it was an injustice to you! Even your dowry was earned by yourself! Not only did I not contribute a penny, but I also relied on you to support me."
"In my heart, I feel terrible! My Yongzhu is so good, so capable! Yet she had to rely on herself for her dowry! Ultimately, it's because I, your mother, am incompetent, and I wronged you!"
