"Is Mia de—"
"Shut the fuck up!" I snapped at him, cutting him off.
"Why did you lie to me about Mia?!"
"Because I blame myself for not saving her!" I exclaimed, unable to hold back my tears.
'Fuck! Why now? What the hell?' I wondered internally.
I never knew how much guilt I had buried inside me.
The fact that I failed to save my elder sister and resorted to hate her only made me feel worse.
'Why couldn't I forgive myself for once? Why did I keep hating her for no reason?'
And now that I found out that she died...
I felt like I should've done more than just hate her.
She deserved more than that.
He looked at me, confused. "How did you end up blaming yourself?"
"I should've stopped her sooner; I shouldn't have let her run away alone with that bastard..." My voice trembled slightly.
Fredrick frowned deeply.
"None of it makes sense... Why would you blame yourself for something that wasn't your fault?" He asked softly.
