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Chapter 32 - Chapter 32: Simultaneity

SIMURIA · FOURTEEN MONTHS AFTER LANDFALL

At the ninth hour of the last morning, a thing that was not a person knelt down in a shrine above Khersa.

Very politely, it began to want something.

It was the finest thing Gin had ever built. Barrier work folded down on itself until it held the shape of a kneeling man. Hands set where hands go, and no face on it anywhere.

Nothing had ever frightened it in the night. It had never been grateful for anything, and had no idea what it was asking for.

Inside it was a single want, in flawless grammar. On this world a want was the only thing a god listened for, and this one had been written to be heard.

Aizen stood four paces behind it with his hands behind his back and did not touch it. It was finished. Finished things are left alone.

The morning had gone wrong at ten past four.

"Forty-one thousand six hundred and ten," Sawicki had said on the link, in the flat voice he kept for numbers he disliked. "The new one. It's off-true."

That was the number of shrines on the planet.

"By how much."

"A hand."

Every shrine on that world stood where the vein came near the surface. The vein was the god itself, a warm seam of it under the ground. A shrine was a mouth built over the seam.

Priests found the places by walking until the ground went warm. They sited them to within a few centimetres without ever knowing they did it well.

The plan needed every one of those mouths held in the same instant. A shrine a hand off the vein would answer late, and one mouth still open at the wrong moment would let the whole thing drain away.

Nobody had sited this one. A family on the dry shelf had laid it themselves, four courses of stone and two roof slabs, in an afternoon.

They built it out of thanks, because a well everyone said would fail had gone on giving water.

So he went south, and knelt in the dust in the dark, and moved a floorstone the width of his own hand.

It took longer than it should have. Stone weighs what stone weighs, and his right hand would not take a load any more.

He did it with the left and his shoulder, and brushed the pale scrape in the dirt over with his palm.

"Two minutes ten," Sawicki said.

Four minutes was the whole of the slack in that morning. Everything after it ran on a clock nobody could push.

He had built that margin himself and been quietly pleased with it, the way a man is pleased with a tidy cupboard. There was a minute and fifty of it left.

Twenty metres off, Sabe Ael Tor stood at a wall with a poor seam in it, thanking the world for a morning.

She had the boy with her. He was five now. He still repeated it in the wrong order, and she still let him.

She thanked the seam for the warmth and the barrel for the water and the road for the barrel and her son's back for the road.

Then she thanked the little shrine at the end of the row. It was new and she had not got used to having one.

There was a man kneeling at it that no sense on that world could have found.

Aizen listened to all of it.

"Fifty seconds," Sawicki said. Nobody answered him. He said it again at forty.

He stayed for the boy's version, which took the rest.

Then he stood and looked at four courses of stone laid by people who owned nothing else worth laying. The one shrine on that world built out of gratitude had come nearest to stopping him.

There was nothing left of the margin. He did not revise the decision.

He was above Khersa by the eighth hour.

* * *

The city lay under an ordinary light with no festival in it. The Hundred Mouths stood black and enormous over the warmest ground on the continent. One temple, a hundred shrine floors, a queue at every one.

The queues were four deep, because they were always four deep at that hour. The plan needed the god at its ordinary morning work. That was the only reason the hour could not be moved.

On the roads in, dust stood in three long columns that had not been there the day before.

"Vanguard's at forty kilometres," Ferreira said on the link.

"Two hundred Saddled in the first body. Men their gods can come down into and ride."

"They take the blessing in the temple and ride out of the far gate by afternoon. A grieving god pointed east five weeks ago and the church has decided to believe it."

She left the pause she used when she meant to say the thing regardless.

"They are converging on the one place you need to be standing. They have no idea. I would like that written down in case it never happens again."

"It is written down," Aizen said.

"There's a correction." Her voice changed. "Their marching order didn't come out of the church. The hand on it is a woman's."

"Read it."

Paper moved four light-years away.

"'Nine lines and a tenth. The tenth is not a place, it is a habit. He will be at a shrine, alone, and your eye will slide off him. Do not approach. Tell your god out loud that you cannot look at a man.'"

"She posted it before she walked up your mountain," Ferreira said. "Five weeks dead and still ahead of us."

That was the inquisitor. She had worked out what he was from the shape of the holes he left, and written it down before she came up his mountain.

Aizen found nothing in it to correct.

"Take the veil off me."

The veil took the last half second off a look. Eyes slid away from him, and the mind filled the gap with somebody it already knew.

"It's the only thing you've got," Gin said.

"It is the only thing they have been told to find."

Without it he was a foreigner at a shrine. With it he was the man in a dead woman's letter, and two hundred riders were coming to find one.

It came off him like a coat. Anybody on that hill could have described him afterwards.

Gin sat on the shrine wall with his heels swinging and his eyes shut.

His whole job was one piece of timing. The forgery's want and the sphere in its hands had to enter the god as a single event. Not two things a hair apart.

He had staked his own technique on it. Four lines of vow in his own hand, written and sworn and binding. If the moment slipped, he lost the thing he had written into his soul at nineteen.

Aizen had accepted it without a word, which was the only compliment worth paying work of that quality.

"You've gone quiet, Aizen-san."

"I am admiring your forgery."

"Mm." The smile widened by perhaps a millimetre. "Thirty minutes."

Aizen took out his watch, made four light-years away, and watched the hand come round.

* * *

The outriders came up the hill at eleven minutes to the hour. Twenty of them, out ahead of the body, clearing the road.

Nobody had sent them to the shrine. But there was a cistern behind its wall, and a horse that has come forty kilometres finds water on its own.

"Four minutes to your wall," Ferreira said.

The forgery knelt in the open. It was finished, which meant it could not be moved or covered without coming apart.

"A barrier's eight seconds, and it'd sit up there like a held breath," Gin said. "They all ride things that listen for held breaths."

"No."

"Didn't think so."

"Ferreira. Twenty men missing above Khersa."

"Somebody asks a god where they went, by noon at the latest." She did not soften it. "And a god that is asked, answers. It would tell them the place and the hour and the man standing there."

"That's the year, the base and the road home."

"Yes."

"So they can't be killed and they can't arrive," Gin said. "And we've four minutes to put them somewhere else without a hand on anybody's shoulder."

He had spent his margin before dawn, on a woman thanking a wall. There was nothing left to take this out of but Gin.

Nothing moved people on that world except a god answering. Somebody had to ask out loud, and the only one there who could was him.

Gin's heels stopped swinging.

"You're not."

"I am."

Aizen knelt in the dust beside a thing that was not a person and, for the first time in fourteen months, wanted something out loud.

He asked, in a grammar eleven hundred years old, that the dry runnel below the road should run.

The ground answered before he had finished. It was warm, and it was courteous, and it did not ask him what for.

Downhill the dry stones went dark and began to talk. The horses went for it before anybody gave an order, and the riders went after the horses.

One thanked the hill on the way past.

Nine seconds. He had told a soldier once that nothing on this world could hear him, and had found it restful. In forty seconds he meant to stop the only thing that ever had.

Then Gin said, "Ah."

His eyes were open, which was worse.

"Something went down this hill and something came back up. The water isn't flat."

The god had answered him, and the answer had gone through the ground under their feet. It left a wake, the way a boat does.

"I've to put a want through that and land it inside your sphere. One event." Both hands went onto the wall. "We're at ninety-one."

"Ninety-one," Sawicki said, in the flat voice.

"Per cent of a moment. If the hour came right now, that's where the two would land. A hair apart instead of together."

The smile did not move.

"Under a hundred is a slip. Any amount our instruments can find, I wrote. I did not want myself to have a way out."

"I was quite pleased with the phrasing at the time."

He could not flatten a hill, or ask twice, or take a second off the ninth hour.

"Eighty-four," Gin said. "Somebody talk. It's dull work."

"Twenty seconds," said Ferreira.

"Gin," said Okonjo, who had been over her instruments since three and had not spoken all morning.

"I know, Doctor. Awful of me."

Aizen did not offer to carry any of it. There was none of it he could take.

"Everything's got a joint in it," Gin said. "A wake's a made thing like the rest."

He found where it came apart, and cut it.

"Hundred. Bang on."

"Ninety-nine point four," Sawicki said. "That's the moment itself. I have it written down."

Six tenths of one per cent. Far inside anything the god would notice. Outside what four lines of vow allowed, and the vow did not care what Gin felt.

"'Course you have, Piotr. That's what you're for." Gin got off the wall with his hands in his sleeves. "A year to the day. Put it in the log."

"Noted," said Ferreira. "With the date."

* * *

Fourteen months had taught him to hear a want go up.

They had a shape, and the shape was small. A woman four provinces off asked that her mother sleep tonight, and something came back, and nobody remarked on it.

At the ninth hour the thing on the hill asked in exactly that shape. Better grammar than any of them.

And what it asked for, it held in its cupped hands.

The sphere was the size of a plum and the colour of a gas flame. It went down into the floor of the shrine.

Every want on that world had gone down that way, since the first frightened farmer decided to be polite to the dark.

The god answered.

It did not consider it. It did not look. He had watched an answer leave it in its sleep, like a sleeper's hand finding a blanket.

The answer went out to every mouth of its own body in the same instant, because that was the entire function of it. It had never once been late.

And the answer took the sphere with it. One went down at one shrine, and the god carried it out to all of itself.

Forty-one thousand six hundred and ten times, in the same tick of the same second, the sphere resolved.

And the world stopped.

Not the people. The people went on being people a little while longer. What stopped was the great body under the ground.

Every shrine on the planet froze in whatever position it held, mid-delivery, mid-thanks.

In the Hundred Mouths below him the bare floor went from a slow moving light to a photograph of one.

An ore-lamp at the temple gate kept the brightness it had at the ninth hour. A prayer halfway down stayed halfway down.

Forty-one thousand six hundred and ten throats, all held out of time. Nothing there could bleed or drain. Three quarters of a second was not available to anybody.

Then, at every one of them, the sphere did the second thing that Chronostasis does.

Holding time still inside itself was the first thing. The second was why he had built it at all.

It cut. And it kept what it cut.

* * *

Nineteen kilometres under the mountains, in a room with no far wall, something came free. A warmth the size of a small sea, loose from the shape it had been pressed into for two thousand years.

It did not notice it.

The orb closed around it.

He had made spheres the size of a plum, and one on Earth with a valley inside it. This one shut around a small sea, in a place where he did not stand.

He signed every orb with the equation that made it. Ω on the face of this one, and nothing beneath. The equation would have run nine metres wide.

Then he called it in. His orbs came when he called them, and always had.

The pull of it came to fifty on the scale he used. The most he had ever carried was thirty-five.

He had held the two numbers side by side for four months without once putting them in the same hands.

His heels went a full centimetre into the turf before he corrected it.

Gin did not move to help. There was no help available, and Gin could see to within a percentage point how badly it was going.

It lasted eleven seconds. He did not use his right hand. It had not come back since the inquisitor, and he had privately stopped expecting it to.

Then the weight settled and stopped arguing. Above the hill, inside a shell nothing on that world would ever find, hung a sphere four storeys high. Blue-violet. Humming faintly.

His spheres were not that colour. The one on the Moon was that colour.

Inside it, warm and unhurried and still dreaming, the heart of a god went on being alive.

Dead, it was a large quantity of an interesting mineral. Alive, it was the only object in two worlds that could finish what he had spent thirty years building.

"It's a bit much," Gin said, looking up at it.

"There was no room for it."

"There'd have been room if you wrote smaller."

"I considered that," Aizen said.

* * *

For under two seconds he still had the nervous system of a world open in front of him. Nothing ran through it.

Two billion people.

It did not hurt them. That would go at the top of the file, because it was the finding, and the finding always went first.

Nothing burned. Every living person there had felt that warmth every day of their lives, and had thought about it as often as they thought about the floor.

It went to the temperature of the room.

An inquisitor stopped in the middle of a sentence, with a dead woman's papers under his hand.

On the northern road, two hundred god-riders came apart into two hundred men on horses inside the same second. They reached for something that had been in them since they were seven, and closed their hands on nothing.

The horses knew before the riders did.

In a hospital somebody said a god's name twice, politely, the way you say a name to a man asleep in a chair.

On the dry shelf a grandmother stood with her hand flat on the seam. It had gone the temperature of the mud around it.

She thanked it. She had thanked it every morning of her life. She had not yet worked out that this one was different.

And the bells did not ring.

That was the thing. Not the lamps, not the temples, not two hundred men patting themselves down like drunks after keys.

The bells had kept one interval for two thousand years, and every priest alive believed a committee had chosen it.

There had never been a committee. Every ringer on that world had been keeping time with something warm under the floor. They had been falling in beside a breath.

The breath stopped. The ninth hour went by at Khersa, and at forty-one thousand shrines behind it.

Not one bell rang anywhere on that world. The quiet that came down was older than writing.

* * *

The valley had a hole in it where the ship had been.

The gate stood in the middle of it, four metres of an angle the eye kept sliding off. There was nothing behind it, and there never would be.

They had come south with the country going quiet around them. Nobody stopped them, because nobody on that road was stopping anybody.

The others went through in the order he had written down. Sawicki did not look back. Ferreira looked back once, at the range.

Okonjo stopped at the frame with her case in both arms. She did not laugh. She had not laughed at anything for four months. Then she went through.

"It didn't wake up," Gin said.

"It could not." Aizen watched the light go out of the veins in the far wall of the valley. And out of the range behind it, and the range behind that, all the way to the horizon. In the same instant, everywhere.

"Somewhere in the first year of its life it decided that being asked was the same as saying yes. It has been saying yes ever since." He turned toward the gate. "This morning I asked it to stop."

That was the whole of the plan, and it fitted in four words. In two thousand years the god had never found a way to say no.

So it carried this answer out to every part of itself, the way it carried all of them. The answer was the knife.

Gin thought about that. Then he walked to the gate and put a hand on the frame. He had been doing that to door frames for as long as Aizen had known him.

The frame came back to him whole, every joint of it, every place it would give.

And nothing happened, because he could no longer make anything come apart.

The vow had left him the looking and taken the cutting. For a year that would be all he could do about it.

"Aizen-san. When it's home and it's in the machine." The smile did not move. "Will it still be asleep? Or will it just not be anything?"

"I don't know," Aizen said.

"Mm." The fox came back all at once. "Been a long while since I got that one out of you."

Gin went through, under a sky that had forgotten how to answer.

Aizen had felt it go through them. Two billion people, in one second, all learning the same thing.

It was the first grief he had ever caused that he could actually measure. Stepping through the gate, he found that he had already rounded it to two decimal places.

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