She herself could not have imagined that she would be so upset over that man that she couldn't sleep.
This is probably the taste of heartbreak, making people uncomfortable and fragile.
She had never experienced this kind of feeling, clearly hating him, yet she constantly thought of him, thought of the moments they shared, and it just made her feel worse.
She felt like an abandoned child, so sad, and yet there was no family or friend around to comfort her, to accompany her through this torturous time.
Thinking again of her lonely existence in a foreign world, unable to return home, made the discomfort even stronger.
"I feel so uncomfortable, I want to go home, I want my mom and dad... Dad would hold me and comfort me…" She hugged the pillow tightly, thinking of those kind relatives in her dreams, making it impossible to hold back her tears.
In this world, there was not a single person who truly loved her; she hated this place, hated the people who made her sad.
