To the Retired Emperor, he couldn't quite tell if there was more love or hate; he just felt somewhat melancholy upon hearing that he was leaving, as if a part of his past memory would be sealed in the desolate Tianlun Mountain, disappearing from his life forever...
Cai Wei knew Nangong Yi's feelings were quite complex at the moment and didn't disturb him. She followed him, took the children, and went to pay respects and kowtow to the Empress Dowager.
Nangong Yi's feelings towards the Empress Dowager were very clear: he disliked her, purely disliked her, because when he needed her protection the most in his childhood, she stood with Jin Guifei's faction and remained indifferent to Nangong Yi's pleas for help, which became the reason he couldn't forgive her.
