It feels like a firecracker, exploding at everyone it sees, and apologizing after the explosion.
But if things stopped there, it seems like there wouldn't be a problem for us.
In response to a question a year later, I seriously wrote an article emphasizing, "I can't evaluate my work; perhaps, we should look at it again in ten years." and "I don't want to take anyone down; I just want to write my story well."
I truly do not want to waste my precious time in endless quarrels.
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The problem arose in February.
Readers who followed along know that on February 1st, in Chapter 233 "How Can Holding Jade Be Without Sin" of "The Difficult Road to Walk" volume, I said I wanted to climb the ranks.
I said I wanted to get a big recommendation.
I said I had been writing for over a year, with 2.3 million words, and only one free period. My average subscription was only 1,700, hovering around 200th place in the monthly ticket rankings. I had reached a point where it felt unsustainable.
