Having declared that she is missing her family a bit, Shen Jueyang didn't know what to do. After all, he would never understand her. When he gained enough strength he strived for authority, when gain enough authority he looked for fame. Everything he did in his life, he is always alone. No one truly understood what he wanted. At that time, all he wanted was to stand above everything and protect their little cosmos. However, in the end he still died and even in the hands of his only friend and the woman whom he thought was on his side.
That's why he never understood what family is. As in the first place, he never had one and never made one. That's why he is the most guilty towards his former empress. He owes her a life and is guilty for her ending in such a way.
