I didn't understand what happened.
In one moment, I started to lose myself in the madness and the resentment, and in the next moment, I felt a soothing and comfortable sensation wash over my entire body, alleviating a lot of the darkness that I tried to consume.
Lifting my head, I looked around, but—
"There's nothing."
I found that I was the only one standing within the white world.
It was just me and the silence.
Julien...
He was gone.
That was also the moment that I came to a sudden understanding.
"I see."
So it was him...
He was the reason for the sudden clearing of all the negative emotions. While I hadn't seen it or felt it, I was almost certain of it.
Especially when I thought back to the little fragments of the past that I had managed to glimpse while I was in that state, it became clear to me. That was the moment I truly began to understand him.
Julien was indeed a ball made out of darkness and resentment.
