Chapter 77 - something that is bothering me about re-zero

For anyone that don't know about this it pretty much a guy that is cursed to be set all the way back to when he first wake up now since this is a curse supposedly he can't transfer muscle memory only memories of it now here's what I am always piss about it now that I understand death it's a nightmarish really scary thing or at least for the first time but supposedly he do it what a hundred times by this point but yet it still feels like the first time to him that doesn't even seem right humans adapt why you seem like he is frozen time when it comes to actual growth it like every time he died and get reset it the actual personality frame don't change even though that shouldn't be possible you know sitting memories are connected to the personality of the person so I don't understand why is that secondly why he continues the quote and quote timeline once he realize he messed up something now don't say that death is a scary thing like I previously mentioned the guy experience hundreds of death share the first time maybe scary but the second time well you are experienced to it so you less affected by it don't get me wrong the pain of it probably be a nightmare and a half but what's better a quick death or a way worse to death and when that happened the guy could just reset all the way back to the beginning and do all over again now yes since this is a curse experience cannot be transferred so he pretty much not very good idea when it comes to fighting doesn't exactly meant is not good for anything else like for example let's see he's in a trap he could use his ability to avoid that trap he could use his ability to disarm the trap or just use some villain to trigger the trap for him I'm saying here is the guy usually never goes very far with that much which leads me to my third problem I understand he cannot tell people about his curse so I forgot to mention that if he tell anyone about the curse a person that gives him the curse just kills him off right and resets him back to the beginning anywho doesn't exactly mean you cannot create a similar scenario like for example you could say "I found this magical are fat that allows me to restart the day every time I die"technicality a lie but very close to the astral truth and if you don't know why this is such a importance they're multiple times where he desperately want to tell the people he loves the truth but couldn't so this is the best way for him to say it sure not a direct true but close enough to where the curse don't activate but people believe him so I think that is all that I'm going to say so far about how weird is re-zero action inside of this anime or the main character of it you seem like to me that instead of transferring the consciousness of the person it only transferred the memories of that timeline to where he fall asleep that's the only way I could think of a why this is happening once again I still think it it's a bit done for the main character to do all those actions but what can you do really