XADEN'S POV
We got back into the pack and an omega helped me take off my Jacket.
"My lord." He said as he brushed the jacket off.
I went straight to where the burning furnace was and warmed myself.
As I stretched my hand towards the burning log of wood, all I could think of was how I didn't deserve to be an Alpha anymore.
How I had been so driven to hunger and vengeance I had lost myself.
Lost any sense of my purpose.
I gently touched my chest to feel where my heart would have been.
I had taken away my heart just for strength and power.
Taken away my ability to have children in trade for a bigger future.
And yet a miracle had happened.
Jasmine had done the one thing no one had ever done.
I had slept with thousands of women and yet somehow I had gotten Jasmine pregnant.
Our little Thalira would have been our miracle baby.
I had never really cared about children in the pack.
They were my responsibility to protect as members of the pack.
