"Why is it always them? Why is it always like this? I'm living my life just fine, and they suddenly appear, disrupting my life? Lin Deng, tell me, why do I have to be Gu Zhilan? Can't I be He Zhilan? Can they compensate me enough to erase all the hurt I've suffered? Can the child I've lost come back?"
He Zhilan shouted in a low voice, "Lin Deng, do you know, wounds remain on the body, no matter how much you try to heal them, they'll always be there. I had a hard time letting it go, indifferent to it, yet they want to make me feel like this? Is this their way of making me the sinner of the Gu Family? Is Gu Family's downfall meant to compensate me? Or add another guilt to my name?"