Xara... she was really doing her absolute best to make sense of this chaotic, stubborn man's mind!
She had truly tried her best, you know... desperately needing to keep this insane, unpredictable man away from her heart, from her crumbling defences.
She knew herself more than anyone ever could... she knew just how broken, how utterly fucked up she was inside. That's exactly why she was trying — trying so hard — to give this man a different path, a chance to find someone better, a chance to live a life that wasn't trapped in her darkness.
After all... she wasn't sure she could ever love him as much as he loved her, not in the way he deserved, not the way he needed.
Yet... yet, here she was, frozen, taken completely off guard by his sudden, overwhelming surprise attack — his lovely, desperate words, his gentle yet wildly aggressive actions... they rendered her helpless, paralysed, unable to even breathe, let alone move.
"~hmm~"
