Gu Xiaonuan's feelings are something no one can understand; they are emotions born from being hurt.
Gu Xiaonuan has tried to forget. She has also tried to start anew, but no matter what she tries, it doesn't seem to suit her.
Because she has decided to be with Si Yuchen, thinking about her past self means she can't truly forget her past.
Gu Xiaonuan's principle is that after deciding to be with Si Yuchen, she definitely won't think of anyone else.
Yet, even so, Gu Xiaonuan finds it impossible not to think of Gu Xijue, or the still-hospitalized Gu Qingyuan.
Gu Qingyuan's condition has improved a lot these days, putting Gu Xiaonuan more at ease. Still, she should visit him at the hospital.
The last time she went to the hospital, she ran into Gu Xijue and Qin Yue, who seemed to be in a good mood, and Gu Xiaonuan didn't even have the courage to approach them.
She always felt that if she appeared before them, the awkwardness would extend to not only them but also herself.
