Shen Biran has already learned her lesson; after such things happen, no other problems can arise.
Perhaps, for her, this is the only way.
She doesn't want to hurt those around her, but those around her are forcing her to make the choice she least wants to make.
So she can't understand why these issues are unfolding before her eyes.
Once she thinks of a solution, perhaps all opportunities are gone.
In fact, she is very aware of how to solve the problems at hand, but she has too many people to care for, too many people to worry about, which affects her entire plan.
But what she believes cannot be changed now is more than just her own plan.
If she no longer worries about those whom she shouldn't be worrying about, perhaps her life wouldn't be so chaotic.
She completely could live for herself, rather than like the way it is now.
But if she truly lives for herself, why has she become who she is today?
