"I know, how could I not know? It is precisely because you have sacrificed so much for me, that I feel so guilty. Do you have any idea how much pain I have caused you over the years? You clearly knew that there were times when I was taking advantage of your feelings for me, yet knowing this, you still chose to stay with me wholeheartedly. What am I supposed to say about you?"
Sometimes, you clearly knew that the harsh and unfeeling words I said to you were just to vent, to avoid keeping my anger bottled up inside. The rage I faced elsewhere, I took out on you. Did you truly harbor no resentment in your heart?
You are my husband, yet over these years, I've never fulfilled the slightest duty as a wife should. I always opposed you, always did things to hurt you, but for me, you stayed by my side, hoping that we could live a happy life together and forget all the pain, remembering only the best memories between us!"
