Looking back at all the things I've been through, everyone once hoped that I could let go of everything, but no matter how hard I try, I can't forget the hurt I've experienced. I used to wonder what I could do to make my life perfect, to avoid feeling such unbearable pain.
But when I discovered that this is not the conclusion I wanted at all, I had already forgotten what path I should take in this life to avoid affecting those around me.
Zhang Zhentian knows that some words are painful for his son.
However, under no circumstances should his own son be hurt because of his matters. He has never given love to his son; as a father, he has never fulfilled the responsibilities he should have. He has hurt him so much, abandoned him so much, how can he continue like this? If he continues to treat his son as he did before, how is he better than a beast?