Years later, when I look back on the path I walked, I don't even know where I made the wrong choice!
Zhang Ni only now recalls his attitude when he spoke to his father at that time, it was as if he was facing an enemy, wishing he could devour his father. But thinking back now, was his attitude really correct? No matter what, he is his father, yet the words he spoke truly hurt his father's heart too much.
Perhaps, when he did things, he acted without thorough consideration, making all decisions impulsively, causing all the pain and hurt to himself.
If only he could live happily and joyfully, if he didn't repeatedly shoulder all the blame and pain onto himself, how happy these past few days could have been. Everything he wanted was so simple, yet he continually brought himself only harm.
