The decisions I once made, in the eyes of others may seem noble, yet only the depths of my own heart can truly understand, but it's not at all what I wanted.
"Zhentian, actually there are things that you know well in your heart, those things can't be forgotten just like that. Just like what I did to you today, the words I spoke to you, you think you can just dismiss them, but doesn't your heart really have no conflict? Doesn't your heart really feel no pain?
I believe your heart feels the same pain because you are a man. As a man, you should have your dignity. You don't want your wife to be thought of by anyone else, and you don't want any other man in your wife's heart, especially if that man isn't you. For you, this is a great insult.
