In the past, I used to fear that I would endure unfair treatment time and again, subjecting myself to all sorts of internal torment, but once I finally reached this point, I discovered that all this is not actually terrifying. What is frightening is not even having the courage to face it.
"Now you come to tell me about the past, but do you know how much I once cared about this family? I never did all of this for my own happiness; it was so everyone in the family could live happily. That's why I made such decisions. But why did it turn out that everything was just my fault? Who has ever stood in my shoes to consider the hurt I experienced in the past?"