Once, at the very beginning, I thought my life could be very happy and joyful, but in the end, I discovered it was all just an illusion. I thought that being with the person in my heart would give me what I wanted most, but what did I find in the end? Maybe deep down, what he wanted wasn't like this at all. He never considered being with you in this way, and perhaps he was merely using you.
For a long time afterwards, I stayed by Old Master Zhang's side in the hospital. He felt that no matter what, his grandfather always stood by his side and considered his life choices; he had worried too much about his marriage.
As a descendant, how could I repeatedly let my grandfather worry so much about me, while I stood by indifferently, pretending not to see? How could I be worthy of being my grandfather's descendant if I acted that way? And how could I receive such care and love from him?
